Snow :)

I have brown eyes that show
and a scarf covering my nose
my gloves hug my fingers tight
as i throw the snowball with all my might
my coat is thick
and my many layers of pants
i have no school
because i did a snow dance
and now im laying in white sheet
of fresh snow
with a glow in my eyes,
a smile on my face
rosie cheaks
the roads so sleek
i run to the garage to grab my sled
walk up the steep hill
with a warm hat upon my head
im out of breath
adrenaline runs a marathon
through my tiny body
im next up
everyones cheer my name
i sit down on my sled,
going right ahead

darkness so bright

its pitch black
but so white in a sense
so bright to my eyes,
theyre straining
its raining black
ive been attacked
by words that made me crack
ive been laying on your floor
i cant find the door knob
"get out"
i feel so sick
all we do is lie and doubt
scream and shout
just get away
ill crush the pain
making sense of darkness
ill take the fight
in darkness that's so bright

young love

midnight sky
eyes that cry
hearts that break
words that hurt
love that's fake
smiles that creak
kisses we seek
frowns that snarl
hands that are held
break ups are hell
we're young
and so in love

pressure (lyrical form)

i feel so trapped inside
im trying to take cover
(trying to hide)
i despise this feeling
GO AWAY
take the pain
spin me round and round again

pressured
can i take this much more?
reassured
is this what youre looking for?
pressure
i feel myself increasing pain
intoxicating shame
overdosing these heartbreaks
shots of pressure
im so sore
so sure
i cant take anymore

so lay your head back now
listen to what i have to say
sit on the ground
youre getting low
its only for you
but darling, do you have a clue?
of how much i love you?

im so blinded
i cant see your guilty smile
i think this is the last time ill reconcile
hold on tight
youll get a blast
of hurtful aches
i tried to be the best
but ive been shot in the left of my chest

pressured
can i take this much more?
reassured
is this what youre looking for?
pressure
i feel myself increasing pain
intoxicating shame
overdosing these heartbreaks
shots of pressure
im so sore
so sure
i cant take anymore

My Confused Essence

v.1
"The urks
the pain
oh, just make it all go away
rain, rain
dont rain on me
pouring down
soaring away
im keeping alive
one day at a time

(chorus)
we use to be a perfection
but now i just want a relieve
keep a collection of my notes at heart
confused-
would we be better apart?
'cause we're dying and crying
i'm still deciding
what should i do?
what should i do?
photographs
capturing memories
of who we use to be
ive lost myself
its a love disaster
who am i?
who am i?

(v.2)
we're tense
my heart is dense
are we still in love?
am i giving enough to you?
questions, questions
give me your answer
now scream
PAIN
just lean on me
cry on my shoulder
ill be there for you

(v.3)
step back slowly
step away
back
now watch me cry
im sober and tired
im burning from fire
blame, blame
take it all
but dont watch me fall

(chorus)
we use to be a perfection
but now i just want a relieve
keep a collection of my notes at heart
confused-
would we be better apart?
'cause we're dying and crying
i'm still deciding
what should i do?
what should i do?
photographs
capturing memories
of who we use to be
ive lost myself
its a love disaster
who am i?
who am i?

(bridge)
dont catch me now
if you wont catch me ever
am i a nusiance?
oh, youre so clever

(v.4)
clearly now
its clear enough
what is love?
what is love?

(ending)
questions, questions
where are my answers
CONFUSED
(who am i?) 3x
who am i? (soft and slowly.)

exit.

A Chance of Happiness

how about if i give you one more chance?
as i glance away from the
pain that came towards me

how about if you love me for me?
if you try, ill try
and we'll never cry
from the heart aches
that come our way

how about if you accept who i am?
if you love me, you can
youll catch my fall
and brighten my dullest day

how about if you hold me tight?
and give me a right reason to hold back
ignoring the lies, stopping the cries
and creating all else smiles

how about if we just love for a while?
like all of my life-
because im pleading you
for no more stress
im such a mess

how about if we lay together?
looking up to the stars
or holding hands in your car
erase all my scars

theres a chance
and a glance
of happiness
and no doubt in time
youll still be mine

liarliarbreathingfire!

misunderstood words spill from your hollow mouth
with hollow meaning full
contradiction kills us all
fools of love?
we all are.
but this time youve went a little too far

whats that in your hand?
a knife in your hand
as it shakes
and my back breaks its fall
stabbing my bare back
my trusting spine
you have nothing thats mine
give it all back
im angry
empty
clearing my throat
screaming
my back is bleeding
im torn
youve worn my heart to black

stand on the unstable balcony
ill laugh as you fall
cry as you die
from the shock
breathe fire of lies in the air
and i hope you know i dont care anymore

did you get the wrong time?
stop your mind games.
your a joke
ill choke on my words
ill choke on my heart
backed up to my throat
i feel pain
as you all whisper our names
"hold on tight"
i say
"i will"
the love follows through...
"give me the truth"

in time, tonight we'll dance on the bloody floor
dancing on blood-
with knives in our backs
holding closely together
as we kiss
ill never miss the madness
the tears
the emotions i felt today
i only fear theyll come back
to taunt me
haunting me in my sleep

we'll be okay
i just miss you the way you were
"you'll be okay, liar.."
"dont cry, the fire has it all"

imperfection working its glory

Im falling into your heart
this is it
i hope we'll never be apart
deciding and reminding
that you love me
every rain fall on our parade
causes tears, alot of pain
but we grow stronger
from every talk
i wish we could walk on clouds
we'd be perfect
i know ive found
the right person to spend my days with
the guy thatll bring me up from pain
the one who walks me home in down pour rain
no more lies
please?
just hand holding,
butterflies
colored leaves
dozens of flowers
they all die off as the seasons change
we all age
forever
and together
we'll have our laughs and cries
blue and grey skies
i see all that you see
but this is just
imperfection working its glory

on the other side

im sprawling out
screaming aloud
in a white room
with a disappearing roof
staring to the black ceiling
and i have this feeling
like everything is crashing down
all i can emote are frowns
laying on the empty floor
im crawling but i cant reach the door
im locked in
ive cried but now its just in mind
that im locked in
with the world on the other side

raging again. haha. i call it "who are you"

who are you to hurt me?
to bring me down?
you dont even notice...
youre blind.
i wish you would read my mind.
i hate you.
anger comes upon me.
when you lie.
you dont miss me.
you wont die with out me.
youre just as twofaced as the next
so, who are you to break me?
to make me cry every night
because ive lost you as my friend.
think again.
who are you to talk?
just walk away, girl.
walk away.

suicidal acts

hey you,
im mad
but only for you
walking down the hall
with a gun in your hand
and a smirk on your face
just erase this pain

lets be honest,
if i were you
id shoot-
get rid of me while you can
but im your biggest fan
loving you is a fact
im attached
youre my disease

pull the trigger
ive been a horrible person
shoot me now
rip our vows

im crying
done trying
done caring
im not sharing you
im done fighting
i want you all to myself
call me selfish
call me human

im screaming
for help
i hope you love me too..
im so down..
ill pull it for you

Armored Heart

she was so gentle outside
but a knight within
carrying around armor for her strong heart
shes been wounded and stabbed
pricked and jabbed
but shes everything from that
her hearts been attacked
by thieves looking to steal and break
shes wise and smart
but her sleeve held her heart
tortured and captured
beaten and bleeding
she screams for rescue
the heavens above sent
God's angel of love
he loves her at the worst
and would protect her first

barely a poem, just raging.

im unstable causing me to cry
over the reasons if your selfishness.
its killing me,
seeing that this time you werent the center of attention
so you disappear with no word
only coming out when you want.
youve pissed me off beyond belief.
not saying but two words today.
ive gone through a rough patch this past week
i would think my own sister would stop by
and say hi,
but no.
youre a narcist.
you chase the stage light.
everyone hates it but you.

Turn Around

i have no spine around you...
not one voice could be heard.
as im silently crying inside.
but you make me angry
i feel furious.
im weeping.
im worthless.
you treat me as a friend never would.
youve changed...
so sad to say,
STOP WHERE YOU ARE.
you, looking forward at me.
turn around.
start another way...
we've grown apart.
you've tugged at my heart too long.
you've changed.
go on, play with your new friends now.
i have better things to do
than lay around waiting on you.

weak

its clear enough-
that in the past youve hurt me
youve killed me inside.
and all ive ever asked is why me?
but in the dust,
i know im right
i never put up a fight
you walked on my bare back
with tears escaping my brown eyes.
its true
that hatred has taken over
but backed down enough to think once again
im not weak anymore
and i give you no credit

Anger Rains

You slip in my mind
and i cant find the words to say
because youre so fake
just dont deny
i know youve lied

causing this pain-
going deeper and deeper
running through the rain
its hailing and youre failing
to tell the truth
keep your eyes clear,
clear on the proof

anger rains
happiness fades
because youve become fake
lying and denying
sceaming and beating
youre beating my heart
as my anger rains

why did you change?
havent you drank enough for the both of us?
turn around
let me push you down
let me stab you in front
so youll see when its coming,
youll see when its coming

feel what i feel
this pain is so real
youve killed me inside
and this anger is backed up-
i was so blind

causing this pain-
its going deeper and deeper
as you run through my rain
i didnt want this to come to an end-
blood pours out
as i scream aloud

"anger rains
happiness fades
because youve become fake
lying and denying
sceaming and beating
youre beating my heart
as my anger rains"

Wondering Why

White walls caving in-
With tears covering her hands,
She didn’t know where to begin……

As she threw herself to the ground
wondering why
he never stayed around
water of sadness
leaked from her eyes
running down her cheeks
thinking the words
"you never loved me"
when he came
he always left,
leaving without goodbyes
off to another state
of risking his life
smoking and drinking-
he was a mess
but right now she could care less
at night
she wonders why...
he chose to be the bad guy

Five Months

I can't recall
Ever Falling this hard 
Everday I want you more than yesterday
It's more than sun on rainy days
And to think I never complain about
Loving you

Slow down-
Watch the sun rise,
And Look into my eyes
I'll wipe your tears
When you cry
Smile all the time
Because five months will save me in the end
We'll be together
Hand in hand

Take this chance-
Twist our romance
Let's act crazy in the grass
Reminincing through the grass
Watching time pass us by;
By and by
We'll never say goodbye

There's nothing better than loving you
After five months of being held
Talking about our hell of the past

This is from my heart to yours
Adding more life and time
To these five months,
You'll never get old to me-
We'll grow old together
Being fools in love forever
Love me like I love you
'i do.'

heart-shaped map

the darkness of the sky,
how beauties the night;
the batter hits the ball high
over the fence
triggering my heart
the beating fastens
as the field lights
glisten,
"I love your eyes"
i smile,
listening to the announcer,
his arm reaches around my seat
i couldnt think of a better way to spend this night,
just him and I.

Its the bottom of the ninth,
i chill-
as he pulls me in tighter
i smile harder,
we won.
his face glides into mine
his lips are so warm.
fireworks spark in the sky,
and he holds my hand tight.
the finale,
loud and bright.
the audience gives their applause,
our hands clap.
thinking to myself,
i've found the treasure
on his heart shaped map

Their Perfect Night

Happiness surrounds the room
Smiles and people-
Flower scented perfume
Dancing in the arms 
Of two,
It's their big day-
Sparkling eyes and red wine;
Toasting to their happiness,
To their love,
That their lives will be great.
As they pop open the champagne-
Kissing in the moonlight,
Beautiful weather,
Candles all around,
And rose peddles sprinkled on the ground.
Hand holding,
Their first dance-
She looks gorgeous-
He looks dashing.
This night was perfect,
Their last dance,
Everyone watched
As they danced and pranced
In the moonlight,
This was their perfect night

The Knock at the Door

Hands together
Praying to keep him safe
As he fights for us,
In a world where freedom has a chance,
And sometimes you only get a glance of life.
They hope to never get a knock at the door,
Cramping his mother`s beautiful smile-
Wrecking his father`s spirit.
They hope to never get a knock at the door,
From the man in the uniform.
He looks so classy,
Trying to stay strong
But he's hated his job for so very long.
He knows the news-
It's been so long
Since they've seen their son.

Breaking hearts,
Creating tears
"He's in God's hands"
The man whispered in fear
"He was a great friend.
His mom, in disguise,
With watery eyes-
"My son...?"
Silenced.
Gulped.
"Was a great man,
But in my heart-
I know that I'll never see him again."

Crying so softly

Im in disguise,
staring up in the corner of my eyes, 
holding it in-
trying not to cry
 
I'm falling apart-
I can't breathe
I'm screaming my heart out
Crying so softly

It makes no sense
Why you climb that fence
Instead of walking through the doorway
You're drowning me in my own pain.
Careless-
I don't know how you feel
Anymore.
Reckless-
And I'm at the bottom of your heart.
Fearless-
I'm on my knees
Begging for-
Forgiveness.

I'm falling apart
(With your eyes just watching)
And I can't breathe
(there's no emotion from you)
I'm screaming my heart out
(I'm sorry)
Crying so softly

Crying so softly. 

Glued To The Side of my Heart

Sometimes we make mistakes
Stupid and wrong
But first we love-
We write those stupid songs
About it.

Wondering if you have thoughts of me
Reminincing through my heart
Is apart of you
And it's glued to the side
Even through the greyest skies
I'll never forget your love

I've been through this a million times
I know exactly what's on your mind
And it hurts for the thought of us Being apart
Because I'll never stop thinking of you-
You're glued to the side of my heart.

Imperfection starts to knive me-
Killing all those butterflies
Reaching towards my eyes 
Blinding me,
Strangling my life-
Because I Hope I'm not right.

My words hurt the both of us
Stress takes over the land of our bodies
Trying to find a way out-
Running around
With only the sound our last breaths

And I just want you to know,
You're not alone anymore-
Anymore.
Kniving me softly,
Screaming so lightly
I wish you could know-
I feel so low,
So deep inside-
I don't want to push you away
Like all the other guys.

'cause the thought of us being apart-
Oh it kills me,
You're glued to the side of my heart.

Eye Love You

I catch you glancing at me
eye to eye
lets never say goodbye
readjusting our hands
talking about our biggest fans
who we love,
and what we're thinking of-

Love amazes me
throuw me over your shoulders
its us against the enemy
picking daisies
in the sunlight
crossing my fingers
hoping we'll never fight

You give me love
studdering words,
you and i-
one of a kind
hugs and kisses
create butterflies
in the atmosphere
"its so beautiful"

Eye Love You

I've Got All Day

Please dont go
just tell me whats wrong
"whats on your mind?"
because its been so long-
so take the time you need
and im on my knees,
to make sure everything is fine

ive got all day
sitting here wondering about
what your thinking
walking around town
trying to bring myself up,
not gonna go down

and ive got all day
all the time in the world
im just not like those tohers girls
and listen to me,
as i talk to you for hours

so tell me whats on your mind,
whose in your heart
or if you feel like youre falling apart
ill listen to your news
because im here for you
so please dont go
ill miss your beautiful face
just make this hard to go away pain
leave my body
ive got all day

My Lullaby

Goodbye sweet sound
because I've found a better way
to sleep at night
with his arms around me tight
scintillating stars glisten in the sky
As i look into his dark brown eyes
Our hearts beat fast
But slow down
as our lips touch
smiles are wiped across our faces
It's a silent sound,
its a lovely night-
to let go of old ways
of crying until i sleep,
gloomy lyrics rolling through my ears
and the fear of never loving,
I've found a better way to sleep at night
Old ways, forever goodbye
I have a new lullaby

Brown Eyes

These brown eyes of mine
can you make them shine?
they will smile.
they will cry.
look into them-
tell me what you see,
tell me you love me.

Those brown eyes of yours
melts my heart
down to the core,
looking into them triggers heart beats
thumping fast
kissing,
bumping noses
and forgetting the past,
as i look into your brown eyes

Pretty Girl

I seen her walking to a dead end
with black tears coming down
her pretty face
she looks heartbroken-
full of pain
so this songs for her

she had a quiet voice
but she was full of fun
she said it was the story of her life
"I'm not good enough"
I wiped her tears away
and shook my head
enough from her has been said

she was a pretty girl
but thought differently than the world
she wrote lyrics on her hand
and ran cross country with all her might
she thinks she'll never find Mr. Right

she crushes easily
but he makes her get cold feet
so she keeps quiet
she doesn't say anything
yet, another beautiful girl comes
and she catches his eye
[he's blind]

she was a pretty girl
but thought differently than the world
she wrote lyrics on her hand
and ran cross country with all her might
she thinks she'll never find Mr. Right

she's got to keep looking
["this is the story of my life"]
be yourself-
he'll come around
maybe not now
he'll find you
["its nothing new-
to me"]
I know she'll be happy one day
she'll lose her pain
she's a pretty girl...

she was a pretty girl
but thought differently than the world
she wrote lyrics on her hand
and ran cross country with all her might
she thinks she'll never find Mr. Right

"Breathe into My Heart"

I remember how we met
My heart was all over the place
but you brought me up from all this pain,
brushed me off
then whispered that
itll be okay,
because your hearts golden

Breathe into my heart
Let the light come in
Tear it open-
Your Love
holds me together like magic glue-
and i love you

breathe in my heart

This Feeling I Have

i love the way
talk to me
it makes me know you care
it makes me wanna share
my thoughts of you
to somebody
that wishes they knew
this feeling i have

i love the way you hold me
it sweeps me off my feet
it makes me know
that you love me
and baby youll always be there

i want you to kiss my lips
and grab my hips
swaying to the acoustics
baby, i love your music
it makes my heart beat quickly
and keeps me alive
even when i cry
over you-

i love the way you smile
how you hold my hand
saying i love you-
i wish everyone knew
this feeling i have

Hello everyone- (:

i have to make a couple announcements!
well, i have to read one of my poems infront of people at the nearest gallery in my mall. and i have no idea which one to choose! so if you would comment this post saying which one you like best i will consider doing it! it would be much appreciated :)

another announcement is my comments are working now. i messed up my tamplet :P silly me!

thanks,
LeslieWritesLove!

Let's Stay Forever

im waiting
im staying
just anticipating
that we will be together
and never let go
my determination
is a constant growth
youre my scintalating star,
my bright sun-
the lungs that help me breath
we're in love-
watching the doves fly away
hands locked together-
"lets stay forever"

Angel Gear

im shaking
im breaking
into millions of pieces
so many..
they just laugh,
as tears roll out my eyes
and i wish i could say.....
Goodbye
to this situation

glorious angels
on both my sides
walking down the hallway-
drying my eyes
theres no fear
just smiles as they guard me
no more...
Tears
just laughter
as they hold me

their warmth-
it disappears the coldness
of the words i hear
but now i have angel gear
holding me strong

"You Are My Everything"

rain pouring down
but softly dropping to the ground
im shivering
im quivering
in my shoes
until im kissing you
in the rain...
as cars drive beneith us
and the lights of houses
shine in the night
the moonlight makes my heart dances,
my skin crawls
and im falling in love with
you


hand in hand
walking up the dark street-
just you and i
in this ghost town
as rain hits the ground
I can see us walking far,
going far in life-
you
are
my love

Times will be rough-
it may be tough to hold on
"But ill never let go"
youre my star
that guides me through the hard times
you are
my
one.

as you wrap your arms around my waist
kissing me-
I love the taste of your lips,
your hands are on my hips
laughing hard
running around
smiling with the moon-
im glad i found you
sing to me, once more
remind me
"i love you"
smile at me
"i love you more"
you lift me off my feet-
you are my love...
my
everything

i love you

I cant take you off my mind,
even if I tried
Its's that I;d give so much just to see you,
just to talk to you.
hear your voice
and have your arms around me
love is what i feel
and i know its so real
it cant get any better than this baby
you leave me breathless
your love is contagious
youre sweet like candy
i cant get enough-
of our love

i love you

My Droughted Heart

I'm on a sleak limb
Of letting go for my life
down into the river,
down
drowning in my own pain
i wish it would rain-
wiping away my tears
i wish there were gray skies-
so dark, nobody would see me cry
lies could kill us all
sucking away my happiness
as you pull us apart,
puncturing my droughted heart

She's A Strong Girl

laugh all you want
just to feel cool,
but in her eyes-
youre an insecure fool

She could feel the tenseness
it leveled higher
they took the gun;
ready, aim, fire-
at her heart

the hallways ventured in,
slowly as she could hear
the cat hissing,
he's ready to claw-
he's got her tounge-
but she's tough
unbreakable-
and she's had enough

she dropped her books
looked the other way
as they say remarks
destroying her heart

she'll break down
one last time-
taking what you say to heart
and ripping her apart,
piece by piece

and one day
she'll take the gun
looking your way
with emotions running down her cheaks-
she's not giving up her seat

she'll show up you,
show up the world-
and you'll know
she's a strong girl

Better than it seems

You're eye-catching like
Oranga skies
It's that moon light
that makes me smile
my skins crawls
as i walk down the aisle
and the walls cave in
as my heart beat speeds up
knowing love is enough
to keep your heart
nothing will tear us apart
God told me to follow my dreams;
and you're everything to me.
the moon shines bright
staring into the night
dreaming those dreams
your amazing,
and love is better than it seems

Why? (part two)

why did she cry?
why did he die?
why did they give up on life?
why did ahe lie?
why does he still love?
why did he give up?
why did they drink?
why didn't they think?
why did she cheat?
"Why did she hurt me?"
why was he beat?
why did they kiss?
why is there blood on his wrist?
why do we live?
why dont we give?
why did he take?
why did she hate?
why are they fake?
why do teens have kids?
why is life.. the way it is?

I imagine

I imagine,
you and I,
laying on a blanket,
looking to the sky,
while our hearts raced
and i kissed your faced.
we've both been through alot,
have had pain come and go
with people leaving
and love ones cheating
tears are there
beneath our eyes
but i know youll be there
like as i know i can breathe air
i wish i could explain how i feel
that when you hold me
im on my heals-
for you
happiness hasnt been here for a while
but its here now
as i see your smile
kissing you brings my hopes high,
and just to know that youre all mine
i think of love,
it gives me the chills
but i know im falling
and im ready to not hit the ground,
i know you'll be around :)

This Mask

my heart sinks
from the thoughts that i think
i feel pain-
from not showing my face,
i feel rain-
pouring down
shattering to drops as it hits the ground
i feel like im falling
from all the name calling
i take off my mask,
showing off this act
bow to the crowd
as i cry aloud
the words of love
and exactly what i am thinking of
theres no mask,
as my eyes are red
and i feel so dead
so wronged with my beating heart
so right to be falling apat
angels around
as the rain hits the ground,
its a task...
to love, to hate,
to remove this mask

I'm Yours (:

I wrote this for my boyfriend, for valentines day! tell me what you think <3

IM
I'm your princess,
Holding your hand,
sitting next to your throne
as chills run through my bones.
With the crown and all-
Breathless,
When you told me you'd catch me
If I fall,
Fall for you

YOURS
your smile is my anti-drug
I'm so high
In the clouds; thinking of you.
I'm smiling so wide,
It's a feeling I would never hide.
I wouldn't ask for anything more,
Than you, Your self-
Baby, I'm yours<33

"Your Lies, Our Cries"

Your greed,
our screams;
smiles for the lies
we constantly believed
watered emotions
leak from our eyes
wondering what went through
your mind

Your lies,
our cries;
we erupt
with the feeling of shame,
not thinking-
you'd be a player
in that sly game.

"In Your Eyes"

we barely know eachother
but talking keeps us sane
as i know,
we've both been through pain

im so shy
all my fears,
inside my mind,
they make me wanna scream and cry
smiling 'cause of those text
wondering when we'll talk next

its keeping me sane-
talking to you,
and i know what youve been put through
the sky's white
with snow falling down
hoping miracles happen
hoping im on your mind,
as i look in your eyes

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i have a tumblr! its my blog that i actually vent too more than put random poems on. get to know me better on there because i blog daily from my iphone!
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staying strong for the weak

in a small room,
trying to breathe deep,
hoping no tears fall before their eyes
shaking with anger
feeling like a wired hanger

they dont accept me,
for who i am
they call me names
as i walk by
taunting, laughing, tearing me to pieces,
but ill stand strong
for all the weak victims

how much it hurts
from the inside out,
i know how it feels-
to have nobody around
in a room full of voices
that tear you to shreds
that pull strings
and this is what they said-
"you have no friends,
youre nothing more,
than just a little
tattletaled whore,"

you treat me so wrong,
to the point where i cant stay strong,
where, i come home
and feel so alone
how i want to die
from all this pain

but i know your plan,
youll get to everyone else but me
because im staying strong for the weak

This Song about That Guy

V.1
hes a fine gentleman
and deserves my trust and thoughts
the kind of guy that stays up with me
as i whine and cry
about every single guy
that didnt treat me lady-like

V.2
Hes all i think about now
hes like a cloud that follows me around
i feel so beautiful
so incredible
when his voice speaks
and hes always in my dreams

Chorus-
'ill sing this song
and hope to get along with you
as we lay in the grass
switching to our backs,
looking to the sky
he whispers close
that its a beautiful night
but not as pretty as you
and its so true'

V.3
constant butterflies
rise up in me
fluttering around
im falling to the ground for him
its an instant feeling
so credible to me

bridge-
and i just wanted to say
that im dreaming so big
and im okay-
so numb from all this pain
from heartaches

Chorus-
'ill sing this song
and hope to get along with you
as we lay in the grass
switching to our backs
looking to the sky
he whispers close
that its a beautiful night
but not as pretty as you
and its so true'

V.4
and he makes the best scene
in the right place
as he puts his hand on mine
telling me that im the prettiest lady
he'll ever find
and this song is about that guy (:

Goodbye

im so sick of looking at you,
my heart races
as i still care-
but why?
why should i care?
when you are just a joke,
i sat there as you choked on your own lies
i wish i could just finally say goodbye..

This Is An Original Piece

I wish there were bluer skies
and your eyes could look into mine
as you say
the right words,
exactly what i dream of hearing,
the pain goes away
playing my guitar to that same old tune
singing my heart out
just like i use to,
standing in a green grass scenery
and it felt just right
im writing this just for you and i
walking in an open field
observing flowers from all around
as the sun hits the ground,
but yet i feel no warmth..
i feel ecstatic-
youre like candy
but just as sweet
i keep trying to get you,
this is an original piece

Our Unfinished Love Story

We're in denial-
Together
Playing these childish games
But you don't get the pain,
I do

With tears coming down my face
My pen in hand
You just don't understand,
do you?

Our unfinished love story,
that never really began.

Fall Heartbreak

She wished he knew how she felt
and that at night,
she wasn't by herself

she wished he thought the way she thinks
and that everything that went wrong would disappear
she wished all his feelings would be clear

she wanted to move far awar
after everything broke down
after all the smiles were turned to frowns
she wanted him back
but she wanted no pain
and she's beginning to think
there's no way-
she'll ever find the right one

two weeks roll around
she's still a wreck
thinking about the date
it would their anniversay
but now its just another fall heartbreak

she wished her life away
wanting to dream in his arms
and hold him close
just one more time
she wished he would be off her mind

she worried everytime he wasnt there
everytime he looked at another girl
it was like she was in a whole different world
thinking about how she could'nt take much more
as she cried in the pooring down rain
as it washed away her pain

she realized he was so fake
because of this fall heartbreak

Tears Of Emotion

One by one my tears will fall
Each one has a different meaning
For every name I was ever called
I’ll sit here and write
Writing for hours
Thinking of broken hearts
And black flowers
I’ll erase and scratch out
I’ll write something new
Humming lyrics
Singing tunes
Love was hate
Breaking hearts
His love was fake
Trying to stand up after it all
Being negative
Thinking I would fall
Holding back my tears
Their laughter, tearing me down
Their words are what I fear
Striking, stabbing, beating my heart
Feeling lonely, unwanted
I just fell apart