suicidal acts

hey you,
im mad
but only for you
walking down the hall
with a gun in your hand
and a smirk on your face
just erase this pain

lets be honest,
if i were you
id shoot-
get rid of me while you can
but im your biggest fan
loving you is a fact
im attached
youre my disease

pull the trigger
ive been a horrible person
shoot me now
rip our vows

im crying
done trying
done caring
im not sharing you
im done fighting
i want you all to myself
call me selfish
call me human

im screaming
for help
i hope you love me too..
im so down..
ill pull it for you

Armored Heart

she was so gentle outside
but a knight within
carrying around armor for her strong heart
shes been wounded and stabbed
pricked and jabbed
but shes everything from that
her hearts been attacked
by thieves looking to steal and break
shes wise and smart
but her sleeve held her heart
tortured and captured
beaten and bleeding
she screams for rescue
the heavens above sent
God's angel of love
he loves her at the worst
and would protect her first

barely a poem, just raging.

im unstable causing me to cry
over the reasons if your selfishness.
its killing me,
seeing that this time you werent the center of attention
so you disappear with no word
only coming out when you want.
youve pissed me off beyond belief.
not saying but two words today.
ive gone through a rough patch this past week
i would think my own sister would stop by
and say hi,
but no.
youre a narcist.
you chase the stage light.
everyone hates it but you.

Turn Around

i have no spine around you...
not one voice could be heard.
as im silently crying inside.
but you make me angry
i feel furious.
im weeping.
im worthless.
you treat me as a friend never would.
youve changed...
so sad to say,
STOP WHERE YOU ARE.
you, looking forward at me.
turn around.
start another way...
we've grown apart.
you've tugged at my heart too long.
you've changed.
go on, play with your new friends now.
i have better things to do
than lay around waiting on you.