Saturday, January 23, 2010

This Song about That Guy

V.1
hes a fine gentleman
and deserves my trust and thoughts
the kind of guy that stays up with me
as i whine and cry
about every single guy
that didnt treat me lady-like

V.2
Hes all i think about now
hes like a cloud that follows me around
i feel so beautiful
so incredible
when his voice speaks
and hes always in my dreams

Chorus-
'ill sing this song
and hope to get along with you
as we lay in the grass
switching to our backs,
looking to the sky
he whispers close
that its a beautiful night
but not as pretty as you
and its so true'

V.3
constant butterflies
rise up in me
fluttering around
im falling to the ground for him
its an instant feeling
so credible to me

bridge-
and i just wanted to say
that im dreaming so big
and im okay-
so numb from all this pain
from heartaches

Chorus-
'ill sing this song
and hope to get along with you
as we lay in the grass
switching to our backs
looking to the sky
he whispers close
that its a beautiful night
but not as pretty as you
and its so true'

V.4
and he makes the best scene
in the right place
as he puts his hand on mine
telling me that im the prettiest lady
he'll ever find
and this song is about that guy (:

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Goodbye

im so sick of looking at you,
my heart races
as i still care-
but why?
why should i care?
when you are just a joke,
i sat there as you choked on your own lies
i wish i could just finally say goodbye..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

This Is An Original Piece


I wish there were bluer skies
and your eyes could look into mine
as you say
the right words,
exactly what i dream of hearing,
the pain goes away
playing my guitar to that same old tune
singing my heart out
just like i use to,
standing in a green grass scenery
and it felt just right
im writing this just for you and i
walking in an open field
observing flowers from all around
as the sun hits the ground,
but yet i feel no warmth..
i feel ecstatic-
youre like candy
but just as sweet
i keep trying to get you,
this is an original piece

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Our Unfinished Love Story


We're in denial-
Together
Playing these childish games
But you don't get the pain,
I do

With tears coming down my face
My pen in hand
You just don't understand,
do you?

Our unfinished love story,
that never really began.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Fall Heartbreak

She wished he knew how she felt
and that at night,
she wasn't by herself

she wished he thought the way she thinks
and that everything that went wrong would disappear
she wished all his feelings would be clear

she wanted to move far awar
after everything broke down
after all the smiles were turned to frowns
she wanted him back
but she wanted no pain
and she's beginning to think
there's no way-
she'll ever find the right one

two weeks roll around
she's still a wreck
thinking about the date
it would their anniversay
but now its just another fall heartbreak

she wished her life away
wanting to dream in his arms
and hold him close
just one more time
she wished he would be off her mind

she worried everytime he wasnt there
everytime he looked at another girl
it was like she was in a whole different world
thinking about how she could'nt take much more
as she cried in the pooring down rain
as it washed away her pain

she realized he was so fake
because of this fall heartbreak

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Tears Of Emotion


One by one my tears will fall
Each one has a different meaning
For every name I was ever called
I’ll sit here and write
Writing for hours
Thinking of broken hearts
And black flowers
I’ll erase and scratch out
I’ll write something new
Humming lyrics
Singing tunes
Love was hate
Breaking hearts
His love was fake
Trying to stand up after it all
Being negative
Thinking I would fall
Holding back my tears
Their laughter, tearing me down
Their words are what I fear
Striking, stabbing, beating my heart
Feeling lonely, unwanted
I just fell apart