you let me go

you let me go
you let me go
you let my hands slide out from yours
and my breathe studdered some more
i cried my heart into whats in black words
"you let me go, you let me go"
my tears bleed
from what use to be
i gave you everything i had
but you let me go.
who were those two innocent kids
walking into the depths of hell
they dont know what theyre getting into
watch me fall
its no use for you
because my heart doesnt beat
im incomplete
you let me go.

painful anxiety.

my heart;
demolished as we speak
our words just creaked
from our angry mouths
just drown me in my tears
put me out of all this fear.
be my protection gear
because i cant sleep
i feel so incomplete
dont let this go-
im sorry for the mistakes
ive made
coughing up words
begging for forgiveness
i cant receive
jealousy got the best..
you see the best of me
youre too beautiful
for tears to shed
sewing my heart
with needle and thread
youre in pain-
standing out in the rain
you see me cry
do you care enough to try?
im taking you for your words-
show me im not like other girls
who am i suppose to be?
shaking in my seat...