Oceanic Love

my love for you is like an ocean.
its calm and goes on forever-
from the horizon.
its beautiful and natural,
like all the creatures that live.
the waves crash into each other
and disasters come some seasons
but at the end of the day
from where i stand
the water never stops
and my love with never end

Reminincing through love.

I love everything about life and I'm ready to respect more of God's beauty that He put here. hit me with everything in the world.
youre all beautiful.
xoxo

Sometimes

Sometimes I just want to break out and sing
I dream of you getting on one knee
with that stunning diamond ring
Im so in love with you
and we've been through
so much
but its enough to understand
that ill keep ahold of your hand
through it all
im strong like a cement wall
ill never break down
ill always crack your frown
im just a teenage girl
I wanna dance, I wanna twirl
in your arms

The new me :]

changed my hair and started wearing makeup :)

Writers Blockk..

so, i havent written in a while, but ill be back up and running and trying to get more followers!
but yeah :) definitely be ready for me to blow up this page tonight.
^__^
love you all,
xoxo

you let me go

you let me go
you let me go
you let my hands slide out from yours
and my breathe studdered some more
i cried my heart into whats in black words
"you let me go, you let me go"
my tears bleed
from what use to be
i gave you everything i had
but you let me go.
who were those two innocent kids
walking into the depths of hell
they dont know what theyre getting into
watch me fall
its no use for you
because my heart doesnt beat
im incomplete
you let me go.

painful anxiety.

my heart;
demolished as we speak
our words just creaked
from our angry mouths
just drown me in my tears
put me out of all this fear.
be my protection gear
because i cant sleep
i feel so incomplete
dont let this go-
im sorry for the mistakes
ive made
coughing up words
begging for forgiveness
i cant receive
jealousy got the best..
you see the best of me
youre too beautiful
for tears to shed
sewing my heart
with needle and thread
youre in pain-
standing out in the rain
you see me cry
do you care enough to try?
im taking you for your words-
show me im not like other girls
who am i suppose to be?
shaking in my seat...

"What You Are To Me"

You're my love,
my passionate kiss and warm hug.
My batman that saved my heart
I hate when we're apart
You make me feel like a happy girl
I hope you know that you're my entire world
You're my smile and laugh
I'm in an ocean and your my strong-holding raft
You lift me up
And talk to me when I'm down
Sometimes I feel like a princess-
Wearing a beautiful jeweled crown
You're my everything
The roots to my tree
The beat to my heart
The wind that blows in my face
And the medicine that relieves my pain.
I love you so much,
Like a bird loves to fly
I'll wipe your tears when you cry
I'll be there through it all
And answer any time at your call
Baby, I love you-
Your words leave me speechless
You are my love, my heart, my sweetness

"Fading"

(so, this isn't exactly what i usually write but it was for creative writing class so i thought id put it on here! enjoy.)

'Fading'

We've been friends for so long,
but as I sit in my chair
i feel so alone
you cannot hear me.
my heart is screaming
because our friendship is breaking
what have i done?
can you hear me?
i cannot get through to you
lonesome captures my body
my eyes are watering-
a river of tears
and a sea of pain
I've been gunned down;
stabbed in the back
I hear your voice
in the back of the room
I'm invisible
crying tears of confusion
what have I done?
I'm fading...
"Fading," I whisper.
Our friendship is fading

Chase Me

I have no feeling in my upper body
my head is numb of too many thoughts
my heart is pounding
breaking..
aching..
my eyes are watering
like rain on a spring day
my lips dont know what to say
because my head and heart are competing
my lungs are breathless
as im screaming
im worried
questioning the obvious
i just want to sleep
or leave this town for weeks
my mind is threatening my heart
beause theyve been apart
with different opinions of time
theres way too much on my mind

i have no feeling in my lower body
as i lay on the wet ground
trying not to make a sound
trying to make everything go back to the past
im going crazy
crying
shying over the truth
what am i suppose to do?

im exhausted
i can only stand up for too long
until i break down
slicing my heart in two
i feel like i dont know you...
the lying has done a perfect job
im vulnerable
as you think of lust
youll never get my trust back this way
get on your knee
and promise me one thing:
that youll chase me

No Ordinary Girl

it started off with a text
"whats the next word im supposta say?"
basketball games are where we first held hands
do you remember our first kiss?
nervous,
telling you how amazing you are
because i like the way you play guitar
the way you strum your gear shift in the car
youre eyes, brown and bright
it kills us everytime we fight
mistakes, we hate them all
"i love you, babydoll"
and im still the same
but im no ordinary girl
youre everything in my world
my world
its where everythings okay
where the lost can be saved
and theres no hearts that break
im not the same
"im not the same"
as everyone else
believe me
im no ordinary girl