Wednesday, October 27, 2010

My Confused Essence


v.1
"The urks
the pain
oh, just make it all go away
rain, rain
dont rain on me
pouring down
soaring away
im keeping alive
one day at a time

(chorus)
we use to be a perfection
but now i just want a relieve
keep a collection of my notes at heart
confused-
would we be better apart?
'cause we're dying and crying
i'm still deciding
what should i do?
what should i do?
photographs
capturing memories
of who we use to be
ive lost myself
its a love disaster
who am i?
who am i?

(v.2)
we're tense
my heart is dense
are we still in love?
am i giving enough to you?
questions, questions
give me your answer
now scream
PAIN
just lean on me
cry on my shoulder
ill be there for you

(v.3)
step back slowly
step away
back
now watch me cry
im sober and tired
im burning from fire
blame, blame
take it all
but dont watch me fall

(chorus)
we use to be a perfection
but now i just want a relieve
keep a collection of my notes at heart
confused-
would we be better apart?
'cause we're dying and crying
i'm still deciding
what should i do?
what should i do?
photographs
capturing memories
of who we use to be
ive lost myself
its a love disaster
who am i?
who am i?

(bridge)
dont catch me now
if you wont catch me ever
am i a nusiance?
oh, youre so clever

(v.4)
clearly now
its clear enough
what is love?
what is love?

(ending)
questions, questions
where are my answers
CONFUSED
(who am i?) 3x
who am i? (soft and slowly.)

exit.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

A Chance of Happiness

how about if i give you one more chance?
as i glance away from the
pain that came towards me

how about if you love me for me?
if you try, ill try
and we'll never cry
from the heart aches
that come our way

how about if you accept who i am?
if you love me, you can
youll catch my fall
and brighten my dullest day

how about if you hold me tight?
and give me a right reason to hold back
ignoring the lies, stopping the cries
and creating all else smiles

how about if we just love for a while?
like all of my life-
because im pleading you
for no more stress
im such a mess

how about if we lay together?
looking up to the stars
or holding hands in your car
erase all my scars

theres a chance
and a glance
of happiness
and no doubt in time
youll still be mine

Sunday, October 10, 2010

liarliarbreathingfire!

misunderstood words spill from your hollow mouth
with hollow meaning full
contradiction kills us all
fools of love?
we all are.
but this time youve went a little too far

whats that in your hand?
a knife in your hand
as it shakes
and my back breaks its fall
stabbing my bare back
my trusting spine
you have nothing thats mine
give it all back
im angry
empty
clearing my throat
screaming
my back is bleeding
im torn
youve worn my heart to black

stand on the unstable balcony
ill laugh as you fall
cry as you die
from the shock
breathe fire of lies in the air
and i hope you know i dont care anymore

did you get the wrong time?
stop your mind games.
your a joke
ill choke on my words
ill choke on my heart
backed up to my throat
i feel pain
as you all whisper our names
"hold on tight"
i say
"i will"
the love follows through...
"give me the truth"

in time, tonight we'll dance on the bloody floor
dancing on blood-
with knives in our backs
holding closely together
as we kiss
ill never miss the madness
the tears
the emotions i felt today
i only fear theyll come back
to taunt me
haunting me in my sleep

we'll be okay
i just miss you the way you were
"you'll be okay, liar.."
"dont cry, the fire has it all"

imperfection working its glory

Im falling into your heart
this is it
i hope we'll never be apart
deciding and reminding
that you love me
every rain fall on our parade
causes tears, alot of pain
but we grow stronger
from every talk
i wish we could walk on clouds
we'd be perfect
i know ive found
the right person to spend my days with
the guy thatll bring me up from pain
the one who walks me home in down pour rain
no more lies
please?
just hand holding,
butterflies
colored leaves
dozens of flowers
they all die off as the seasons change
we all age
forever
and together
we'll have our laughs and cries
blue and grey skies
i see all that you see
but this is just
imperfection working its glory