weak

its clear enough-
that in the past youve hurt me
youve killed me inside.
and all ive ever asked is why me?
but in the dust,
i know im right
i never put up a fight
you walked on my bare back
with tears escaping my brown eyes.
its true
that hatred has taken over
but backed down enough to think once again
im not weak anymore
and i give you no credit

Anger Rains

You slip in my mind
and i cant find the words to say
because youre so fake
just dont deny
i know youve lied

causing this pain-
going deeper and deeper
running through the rain
its hailing and youre failing
to tell the truth
keep your eyes clear,
clear on the proof

anger rains
happiness fades
because youve become fake
lying and denying
sceaming and beating
youre beating my heart
as my anger rains

why did you change?
havent you drank enough for the both of us?
turn around
let me push you down
let me stab you in front
so youll see when its coming,
youll see when its coming

feel what i feel
this pain is so real
youve killed me inside
and this anger is backed up-
i was so blind

causing this pain-
its going deeper and deeper
as you run through my rain
i didnt want this to come to an end-
blood pours out
as i scream aloud

"anger rains
happiness fades
because youve become fake
lying and denying
sceaming and beating
youre beating my heart
as my anger rains"

Wondering Why

White walls caving in-
With tears covering her hands,
She didn’t know where to begin……

As she threw herself to the ground
wondering why
he never stayed around
water of sadness
leaked from her eyes
running down her cheeks
thinking the words
"you never loved me"
when he came
he always left,
leaving without goodbyes
off to another state
of risking his life
smoking and drinking-
he was a mess
but right now she could care less
at night
she wonders why...
he chose to be the bad guy

Five Months

I can't recall
Ever Falling this hard 
Everday I want you more than yesterday
It's more than sun on rainy days
And to think I never complain about
Loving you

Slow down-
Watch the sun rise,
And Look into my eyes
I'll wipe your tears
When you cry
Smile all the time
Because five months will save me in the end
We'll be together
Hand in hand

Take this chance-
Twist our romance
Let's act crazy in the grass
Reminincing through the grass
Watching time pass us by;
By and by
We'll never say goodbye

There's nothing better than loving you
After five months of being held
Talking about our hell of the past

This is from my heart to yours
Adding more life and time
To these five months,
You'll never get old to me-
We'll grow old together
Being fools in love forever
Love me like I love you
'i do.'