Crying so softly

Im in disguise,
staring up in the corner of my eyes, 
holding it in-
trying not to cry
 
I'm falling apart-
I can't breathe
I'm screaming my heart out
Crying so softly

It makes no sense
Why you climb that fence
Instead of walking through the doorway
You're drowning me in my own pain.
Careless-
I don't know how you feel
Anymore.
Reckless-
And I'm at the bottom of your heart.
Fearless-
I'm on my knees
Begging for-
Forgiveness.

I'm falling apart
(With your eyes just watching)
And I can't breathe
(there's no emotion from you)
I'm screaming my heart out
(I'm sorry)
Crying so softly

Crying so softly. 

Glued To The Side of my Heart

Sometimes we make mistakes
Stupid and wrong
But first we love-
We write those stupid songs
About it.

Wondering if you have thoughts of me
Reminincing through my heart
Is apart of you
And it's glued to the side
Even through the greyest skies
I'll never forget your love

I've been through this a million times
I know exactly what's on your mind
And it hurts for the thought of us Being apart
Because I'll never stop thinking of you-
You're glued to the side of my heart.

Imperfection starts to knive me-
Killing all those butterflies
Reaching towards my eyes 
Blinding me,
Strangling my life-
Because I Hope I'm not right.

My words hurt the both of us
Stress takes over the land of our bodies
Trying to find a way out-
Running around
With only the sound our last breaths

And I just want you to know,
You're not alone anymore-
Anymore.
Kniving me softly,
Screaming so lightly
I wish you could know-
I feel so low,
So deep inside-
I don't want to push you away
Like all the other guys.

'cause the thought of us being apart-
Oh it kills me,
You're glued to the side of my heart.

Eye Love You

I catch you glancing at me
eye to eye
lets never say goodbye
readjusting our hands
talking about our biggest fans
who we love,
and what we're thinking of-

Love amazes me
throuw me over your shoulders
its us against the enemy
picking daisies
in the sunlight
crossing my fingers
hoping we'll never fight

You give me love
studdering words,
you and i-
one of a kind
hugs and kisses
create butterflies
in the atmosphere
"its so beautiful"

Eye Love You

I've Got All Day

Please dont go
just tell me whats wrong
"whats on your mind?"
because its been so long-
so take the time you need
and im on my knees,
to make sure everything is fine

ive got all day
sitting here wondering about
what your thinking
walking around town
trying to bring myself up,
not gonna go down

and ive got all day
all the time in the world
im just not like those tohers girls
and listen to me,
as i talk to you for hours

so tell me whats on your mind,
whose in your heart
or if you feel like youre falling apart
ill listen to your news
because im here for you
so please dont go
ill miss your beautiful face
just make this hard to go away pain
leave my body
ive got all day

My Lullaby

Goodbye sweet sound
because I've found a better way
to sleep at night
with his arms around me tight
scintillating stars glisten in the sky
As i look into his dark brown eyes
Our hearts beat fast
But slow down
as our lips touch
smiles are wiped across our faces
It's a silent sound,
its a lovely night-
to let go of old ways
of crying until i sleep,
gloomy lyrics rolling through my ears
and the fear of never loving,
I've found a better way to sleep at night
Old ways, forever goodbye
I have a new lullaby