I imagine

I imagine,
you and I,
laying on a blanket,
looking to the sky,
while our hearts raced
and i kissed your faced.
we've both been through alot,
have had pain come and go
with people leaving
and love ones cheating
tears are there
beneath our eyes
but i know youll be there
like as i know i can breathe air
i wish i could explain how i feel
that when you hold me
im on my heals-
for you
happiness hasnt been here for a while
but its here now
as i see your smile
kissing you brings my hopes high,
and just to know that youre all mine
i think of love,
it gives me the chills
but i know im falling
and im ready to not hit the ground,
i know you'll be around :)

This Mask

my heart sinks
from the thoughts that i think
i feel pain-
from not showing my face,
i feel rain-
pouring down
shattering to drops as it hits the ground
i feel like im falling
from all the name calling
i take off my mask,
showing off this act
bow to the crowd
as i cry aloud
the words of love
and exactly what i am thinking of
theres no mask,
as my eyes are red
and i feel so dead
so wronged with my beating heart
so right to be falling apat
angels around
as the rain hits the ground,
its a task...
to love, to hate,
to remove this mask

I'm Yours (:

I wrote this for my boyfriend, for valentines day! tell me what you think <3

IM
I'm your princess,
Holding your hand,
sitting next to your throne
as chills run through my bones.
With the crown and all-
Breathless,
When you told me you'd catch me
If I fall,
Fall for you

YOURS
your smile is my anti-drug
I'm so high
In the clouds; thinking of you.
I'm smiling so wide,
It's a feeling I would never hide.
I wouldn't ask for anything more,
Than you, Your self-
Baby, I'm yours<33

"Your Lies, Our Cries"

Your greed,
our screams;
smiles for the lies
we constantly believed
watered emotions
leak from our eyes
wondering what went through
your mind

Your lies,
our cries;
we erupt
with the feeling of shame,
not thinking-
you'd be a player
in that sly game.

"In Your Eyes"

we barely know eachother
but talking keeps us sane
as i know,
we've both been through pain

im so shy
all my fears,
inside my mind,
they make me wanna scream and cry
smiling 'cause of those text
wondering when we'll talk next

its keeping me sane-
talking to you,
and i know what youve been put through
the sky's white
with snow falling down
hoping miracles happen
hoping im on your mind,
as i look in your eyes

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i have a tumblr! its my blog that i actually vent too more than put random poems on. get to know me better on there because i blog daily from my iphone!
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staying strong for the weak

in a small room,
trying to breathe deep,
hoping no tears fall before their eyes
shaking with anger
feeling like a wired hanger

they dont accept me,
for who i am
they call me names
as i walk by
taunting, laughing, tearing me to pieces,
but ill stand strong
for all the weak victims

how much it hurts
from the inside out,
i know how it feels-
to have nobody around
in a room full of voices
that tear you to shreds
that pull strings
and this is what they said-
"you have no friends,
youre nothing more,
than just a little
tattletaled whore,"

you treat me so wrong,
to the point where i cant stay strong,
where, i come home
and feel so alone
how i want to die
from all this pain

but i know your plan,
youll get to everyone else but me
because im staying strong for the weak