"This Song About You"

I'm writing about the scenery
with the butterflies
and beautiful skies
strumming my guitar for hours
and singing notes
trying to stay on tune
just the way I use to
and that's before I met you

makin my way around the halls at school
I know if I could strum my guitar
I wouldn't get bored
singing all night
about the little things in life

and I-
write songs about you
even though it-
makes me crazy
just to hear your voice read
and I could-
sit here all day long
just waiting-
waiting for you to notice me

its the artwork of God
that makes me happy
and the couples in love
that make me write all day
ill hide my pain
and have one last sound check
but I'm not the only girl
that feels this way

and I-
write songs about you
even though it-
makes me crazy
just to hear your voice read
and I could-
sit here all day long
just waiting-
waiting for you to notice me

smelling the colored flower
dancing around my bedroom
just because you smiled my way,
it made my day
listening to my music
writing a new song
and thinking about tomorrow all day long

as I write this song about you
ill smile for the crowd
just one last song
ill let you pick me up
and throw me down
as I strum my guitar
singing on tune
writing this song about you

"Smiles For Love"

Colored flowers all around
As he picked me up
Off the ground
He knew I’ve been through so much pain
And when he told me id be okay
I smiled and looked at the sky
I knew he was the right guy
Smiles for love
As he holds me tight
Thinking we might
Just last forever
I smile just because
But yet there's always a reason
One reason only for smiling….

Smiles for love
Because for once its final,
And I'm not in denial
I know its strong
I've known its true
That when he said
“I love you”
I smiled,
And knew it wasn’t just
For that stupid while

Smiles for love

"why?"

ill write about
the smiles and frowns you bring me upon me
about how your fine one moment
and furious the next
about exactly what's on my mind
and knowing it'll break hearts
and make tears
but confusion destroyed me
sometimes I wonder why life is so hard
why people judge by the color of skin or by what you wear
why best friends move away
why some people cant take a joke
and why humans make stupid actions for attention
why people smoke
why alcohol still legal
even when it kills so many people
why teens abuse sex;
why cant they just wait?
why love is so hard to find
and friends are so hard to keep
why kids skip school
and why parents beat...

I wonder about everything that goes on in the world,
why everything happens.
does it really happen for a reason?
or am I just in a nightmare....

"She Danced"

looking up to the stars
with her brown eyes,
worried with no doubt
as she gave him her heart
she walked calmly,
through the night city,
the ghost town was dark
with street lights dimmed
her layered hair, blew in the wind
and you can hear her earphones
with the rock tune
she smiled-
at the moon
her perfect smile;
none others like hers
lit up the ghost, dark town
and the rest of the earth
she was falling, falling tonight
knowing there weren't going to be goodbyes
she looked in his blue eyes,
and smiled
with her imperfection
as he stopped her pace
and turned her so they were
face-to-face
he whispered "I love you"
and she danced,
danced like she was on that moon

"My Silent Callings"

Kill this silent music
Stop from breaking down
Just look up at Him
Without making a sound
Ask if everything is okay
Please just say,
Say the words

“everything is beautiful”

Fly me away-
Away to a far land
A fantasy world
With no worries
And just smiles

“God, I love him..”
I know,
Let’s hope he never goes..

“his loud fallings,
My silent callings”

What are you saying?

"Butterflies"

its almost month four
and I couldn't love
anyone more-
than you
I'm so sure its you

laying in bed at 1 AM
waiting away
so I can start this day
the hours past
way too slow
how can I show you..
the feeling I get
right before you come to see me

flying around my entire body
its the feeling I get
every time you text me

walking down the hall way
you relieve my pain
with your smile, with your voice
the night wont pass by
and I've got these butterflies

"Words of Fate"

I've spent so much time on this page
walking down the main street
just thinking about the past
and how it will last
it will stay
somewhere worth the wait

I cant let this feeling go
that I felt so long ago
I feel so far apart
away from myself
away from the world
I don't feel like a pretty girl
and I want a big dream
and I want to scream
the words I love you in his face
I'm writing notes of fate

my stomach has worn down
that saddened girl is wearing a frown
she's out of tears to cry
and that’s when I realized
his eyes weren't on her anymore

I'm writing words on this crinkled sheet
thinking of what really happened to me
just waiting for life
and taking one last flight
over the world

I cant let this feeling go
that I felt so long ago
I feel so far apart
away from myself
away from the world
I don't feel like a pretty girl
and I want a big dream
and I want to scream
the words I love you in his face
I'm writing notes of fate

"Maybe She's Just a Wreck"

Listening to music
Writing in the dark
She's so insecure of herself
She's crying out for help

Rethinking her regrets
Maybe she's just a wreck

There's no tears
Just these stupid worries
Haunting like sounds going through her ears
He doesn't say more than enough
And that's why she puts it on herself
So rough

Wishing she was on the moon
And everything was lighter than light
She's trying not to cry
Trying with all her might

She's so negative
The glass is always half empty
With acids just ready for drinking
She hurts her own heart
And she pleads she'll never be apart
From you
(From you)

Rethinking all those thoughts
(she's a wreck)
Regretting all those mistakes
(never again regret)
And putting too much into her words
Tape her mouth shut
So nothing comes out

Retracing her regrets
Maybe she's just a wreck

"Be Who You Are" --newest poem!

He's still thinking
What if?
What if she died?
What if I cried?
And given up on life?
Then i tell him one thing;
He might,
He just might wanna think to himself

'Be who you are
It'll get you so far,
So far in life
Everything that was tight
Will stretch out,
And be just right'

He never knows what to do
And has no love,
He keeps forgetting
What he's made of

He's just thinking
What if?
What if I wasnt the way i am?
And what if I cant do what you can?
What if ive made mistakes?
And had the feeling of hate?

'Be who you are
It'll get you so far,
So far in life
Everything that was tight
Will stretch out,
And be just right'

Be who you are